Didn't/Don't Have the Heart

Last night I was standing in front of Madison Square Garden with my friend Alan, who handed me a Phish ticket in section 75, Row 4, Seat 1. Great seat. I had no interest in going, but here was a free ticket, in hand, and I was at the building.

I started to make my way into the building, when at the last second I chose not to go in (Alan doesn't know). I did not have the heart, or the stomach, to walk in there and not enjoy myself. Or to have some guy stand out in the cold begging for a ticket not enjoy the show.

As quickly as I was walking one way, I did a small half circle, almost like a an airplane floating on a turn, changed direction, and found the guy.

Hopefully he enjoyed the show.

Tonight, for the first time probably in my life, I will spend NYE at home, alone, watching college football and Buckeye Hoops.

A decision I'm fine with...

I also rejected an offer to see the Phish tonight. Rather stay home. :(

Just don't have it in me...